Sometimes I feel like I've got so much anger inside me over different things, that when it eventually comes to a moment when I'm about to blow my tantrum out, it is thrown at the wrong place and time and person. This bottled up anger that I have gives me an unsettling feeling inside & it's really disturbing. But I don't know what is best to do because to be honest, there are times when I feel so satisfied with the these hysteric tantrum I'm throwing. What is going on with me?

p/s: penknife.

Two incidents touched me today. Two very little acts of kindness, in fact. And done by different people of the same race. I was making the most out of my time with my boyfriend earlier on when he suddenly caught a gum stuck in my hair. I was shocked & fuming with anger at the same time. Seriously, which brainless idiot would do that, intentionally or not?! So I rushed to the toilet & tried getting rid of it by wetting my hair and pulling the gum out of it. Honestly it wasn't the easiest thing to do. Having a damn gum stuck in my hair was as good as spilling super glue on it. However, an indian lady/cleaner, a kind-hearted one came up to me when she saw me struggling with my hair. Hadn't she approached me for help, I could've gotten a bald patch on my head, I think!

Even my Boyfriend had a taste of kindness today. He was driving me back home from City Hall when suddenly at a junction, an Indian driver from the other car looked at our car & sorta wave to him, signalling the 'light'. He was actually trying to tell us that my Boyfriend haven't switched on the car's headlights. It was true courtesy & we just had to wave back our gratitude at him for the reminder. Hadn't he reminded us, we'd probably be in trouble. I'm really touched at the kind hearts of these people. It's definitely going to stay inside my heart despite how small the act is. I really thank both the Indian Lady & Gentleman for their acts. I hope their life is always blessed with the Holy good things! :)

p/s: heart of gold.

So.. I've been thinking about chopping bangs soon. Perhaps, a new hairstyle upon the upcoming 2010. Well, bangs ain't so new to me. I've had it twice but never really get to enjoy the bangin' look cause my hair just grows so fast! What do y'all think about me with bangs?

p/s: hole in my head.

I swear I almost forgot which part I last stopped at with this list of 'about mes'. I guess I've written so much that I lost count! And it doesn't help that I used roman numerals to represent the numbers because I had to literally go over Wikipedia to check the list of each numbers in roman numerals. How smart of me. Hah. Anyways, let me cut right to the chase and get y'all follow me on my next list. Happy reading! :D

1. I hate having to take out the thrash. It's probably one of the house chores I hate to be asked to do & I'm not even sure why!
2. I am a watch freak. I think watches are the best accessory for my hand. The only irony is, I wear a watch to keep up with time but I'm never punctual. Hehe.
3. One of the things that annoys me greatly is when my earpiece gets tangled up with each other. It's really frustrating to have to untangle them but still end up tangling it up even more. Urgh!
4. My attention tends to trigger off while someone's talking to me. & it's not because I'm not interested to listen to their conversation, it's just a natural tendency. When I look away, it doesn't mean my ears are shut.
5. I think I'm a Trichotillomaniac. I'm not gonna kiss & tell. Y'all find out for yourselves. :P

p/s: sixteenth.

I was randomly browsing through my photo folder when I found this picture. It was taken in December 2008 while my family & I were vacationing. A year ago, at this very moment, I remembered having a 1-week vacation to Surabaya, Indonesia with my family. It was the first time we flew there without my late grandma, and it sure was different not having her with us. However, despite the grief, we managed to make the most time out of the vacay by going to places we haven't been before. Namely Yogyakarta; where we visited the Borobudur & Mount Bromo; the iconic volcano sited deep in Surabaya. My favourite was definitely Mount Bromo. For obvious reasons, I loved the natural scenery there & I love the ambience of the place. It was tremendous! It's so unfortunate that this year my family & I won't be flying out of the country because of the lack of time & planning. Vacation plans had to be brought forward next year and well, I'm very excited! :P

p/s:cantik nan indah.

Last week, I came across an incident where a student gets into an argument with a teacher. Apparently the teacher's instructions weren't abide by, thus causing the teacher to get angry & upset with the student. However, instead of admitting his own mistake, the student stood for himself & insists that he was right. He refused to accept the teacher's comments & even blamed the teacher for being overly emotional. Now he comes up to the rest of his classmates & talking bad about that particular teacher.

To be honest, I thought that he was equally at a wrong place. Firstly, he wasn't paying attention to what the teacher has conveyed. Secondly, he didn't listen to instructions ( and I mean, he was clearly not abiding by the rules). Thirdly, since he wasn't in command, he took for granted the ethical issues & committed a mistake. Finally, he was defiant towards the teacher whom he ought to give respect to. To simply put it, he obviously had his share of errors in his ways but he was delusional, critical & egoistic. Thus, not realizing that what he did was not the wisest thing a man can choose to do. Yes, it does take two hands to clap. The teacher was undeniably behaving more emotional than she should. She gave a rather harsh & sharp comment that showed how blunt she could be. So I definitely do not only blame the student.

However despite the odds, I still think that one should learn how to use their ego in the right places at the right time and to the right person. One should also learn to see the errors in their ways. Even if you don't want to apologize, the least you could do is admit your mistakes & learn from it. Don't deny it. Sometimes you have value something else better than your own ego.

p/s: ego so big.

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